Ugh kill me

So, today this fucking plastic bitch came up to me in the hallway and totally trash-talked my new combat boots and I flipped the fuck out. NO ONE talks trash about my choice in shoes. I fucking hate that girl. Her name is Emily. She's this blonde big boobed fucking cheerleader snob. She's a slut too. Her vagina hangs down to the ground. She's probably been with every guy in school except for losers and emos. Of course, because we aren't people at all.
I'm really sick right now too. My Schizophrenia is acting up. I'm having horrifying hallucinations about horrible marching bands, and I keep hearing a children's choir singing "My Heart Will Go On." My IBS is acting up too. I've been shitting every 5 minutes. I've got really bad cramps, a cold, my back hurts, and I don't want to go to school tomorrow! I'll just skip and do some heroin. That will help my cramps.
My parents won't get me a new iphone. The screen on mine broke and I need a new one. They just won't get me a new one because they think I'm breaking them "on pourpose"! Bullshit! I can't help it if one fell in the toilet, I ran over another one, stepped on one, one fell off the bridge, one got caught in a tree, and the screen was dirty on one. Just get me a new iphone >:[
Fuck it all I want to die. Here's a poem:

The Lonely Girl

The lonely girl

is the girl

who sits by herself

all the time

and cries

all the time.

There is no ending.

The lonely girl. 

 

Thanksgiving

I fucking hate it. Sorry I'm a day late on it, I had to go to my stupid grandmother's house with all my stupid, fake as shit family. I hate my family. All they care about is fucking sports and clothes and whatever fucking dumb shit activity their kid is into. UGH my little cousins are turning out just like their parents. Wait until they see how the real world is, not this fake plastic bullshit mid-class white family shit is. They don't know me. The only thing to ask is "How is school going?" FUCKING TERRIBLE I'm all like "fine." And then they look at me like I'm a freak and start talking about the fucking Packers vs. Steelers game. GOD. All my older cousins are gone, they left as soon as they fucking could and I don't blame them. I'll probably do that too. I fucking hate family and stupid food they spend all day cooking just to eat and then throw in the fucking refrigerator for "left-overs". BLUH food that's been cooked and sits in the refrigerator for a day is gross in the microwave. They eat too much then they complain about how they ate too much. Then why did you eat that much in the first place, you fucking hogs!
Oh yeah, and not to mention that when the white man came to america they killed all the indians. That sucks about this holiday too.

Irony

Children are innocent.

Even after they die.

Fucking cable tv

There's nothing on cable tv. NOTHING. Not a goddamn thing. Ads for shit we don't need, fox news, and fucking dumbass shows like the Kardashians. Fuck those prissy bitches. WAHHH I HAVE ECZEMA!!! MOM I WANT THIS BAG ITS MORE THAN IM WORTH!!! WAHHHHHHHHHH FUCK YOU CABLE TV! Feeding these sheep in this country a bunch of bullshit. You have to look like this and eat this and do this and think this and buy this for your kid they don't have enough shit already. Batteries not included. Fucking stupid shit. Stupid people reality tv shows. Fucking America's Next Top Model bullshit, those dating shows, stupid, stupid, JUDGING YOU! YOU'RE GOOD, STAY, YOU SUCK, GO HOME! ugh Whatever. Here's a new poem:

"American Tv"

American Tv
I hate your guts
You're a piece of shit
You have me in a rut

American Tv
Don't tell me what to do
What to think
Or buy that sort of shoe

American Tv
You're a piece of shit
Tub of lard
Saggy tits

American Tv
You're the leader of a cult
Of these goddamn sheep
You look like a bad mullet

"The Raven and the Cat"

Here's a poem I wrote:

The Raven and the Cat
On the porch they sat.

The Raven is sorrow
And the cat follows

They are friends
And they fiends.

They love
And they hate.

The Raven
And the Cat.

My first goddamn post.

So fuck everything. ;_; My dad is a lawyer and my mom is a doctor. OMG I H8 THEM! They both hate me because I'm different. I hate me too. Today I stepped on a nail and it hurrrrrrrrrrts! OMG This girl on my facebook is always complaining about shit. STOP IT And fucking baby pics too. I have a friend that is a year younger than me (15) and she has 2 kids. UGH GROSS and she posts pictures of them all the time with puke on their face and shit. Probably a diaper full of piss and snot running down their face. I don't have any friends. My friends all hate me even though they are always inviting me to parties. If there isn't drugs there then fuck that. I'll just be all awkward and stupid anyway. ;_;
ANYWHOOOOO there's this Christian kid at school who is all about Jesus and shit and I told him to shove his bible up his ass. If God is everywhere, he's in his bowels too. So hardcore. You should have seen his face. There was this girl crying over her boyfriend breaking up with her. WAHHHH WAHHH LOOK AT ME I'M SUCH A LOSER MY BF BROKE UP WITH ME! God I hate myself. But I told her to fuck off. Only bitches cry. Which I do, but not in public. Except for that time in Goodwill when that guy called me a fat slob. I was like, "I know" and started bawling. I weigh 120 pounds. I'd like to lose about 15. Maybe if I start puking I can. If I could vote I would have voted for Obama because he's black and he's Muslim. Islam is such a cool religion. Holy wars and shit. People need to die. I need to die. Sometime I'm going to go someplace with a gun and shoot people then myself. But then I'm like, no, I don't want to mess up my makeup. I do like some things though. I like Tim Burton movies and My Chemical Romance. And I loooove striped stuff. All my clothes are black and red. Lots of stripes. I want a tattoo of a raven crying with the word "Death" underneath it for my birthday but my mom said that tattoos on 16 year olds make them look like whores and she won't sign the paper for me. ;_; It would be an awesome tattoo. I'm totally atheist. Fuck all that shit. I just want to get high and cry in my room and listen to The Cure. I hate school. I want to blow it up. But I don't want to mess up my makeup, so I won't. So I spent the night in jail a couple of nights ago. I was spray painting on road signs, drunk as hell. LOL so hardcore. Well I have to get off here because my stupid parents want me to do my homework. Fuck education I'll never need it. I'm going to be a stripper or a drug dealer when I'm older. Fuck my life.